When you grow up the weight on your shoulders gets heavier.
As a child your only dream was getting older and be able to buy your own stuff, live alone or go out as long as you want. Being an adult you find yourself in a position where you suddenly have responsibility. You go to work every day hoping you wont make a mistake, wont forget to do this and that and by the same time show your employer that you give your best because you know that there are at least 10 other persons who want your job. Is that what you where dreaming about when you were a child?
And then there is society telling you to be normal. What is NORMAL anyways? Is it normal that you cant sleep because work issues are on your mind making you feel nervous all the time? Is "normal" not to get ill and having a bad conscience when you stay home, having a perfect relationship without arguments and of course getting married in your mid twenties?
What is "to be free"? Does "free" mean you have enough money, a nice job without stress, having good friends, being loved, being able to do what you want?
Am I free?
My answer: Yes because I am loved and I truely believe thats the most important thing in life.
Let Love flow like a river.
Susa